once in a lifetime

location: office at level 4

mood: restless

music: 差一点 - 阿杜

today has been a really bad day.


no mood, stomach upset. just feel.. terrible. i want to get rid of all the headaches i have about this and that, run away from them if possible, end them right now even better. but no, it will end.. sort of.. on friday..


outcome?? i dont know. but neither am i wanting it anymore. so many things have made me lost my faith in this "big corporation". i was happy, satisfied. now?? just very troubled and everytime i see someone.. it just doubles everything.


so last minute. so.. hai. :(


i do love the people around me though.. they never fail to amaze me :)


news at 9pm.. dont know where is my spectacles.. i left it at the AP desk on level 2.. now its gone..


where are you?? lolx i seriously need you for chinese news. i felt afraid in the studio just now..