once in a lifetime

im finally being productive. for the last week.. i just cant seem to do anything productive. i spend dunno how long but i didnt even do a question. today coupled with some time from 1am yesterday.. i managed to do 3 questions. this will be my most productive studying. and im starting to enjoy MDP cos im finally able to understand it. 


i just really hoped the 3 questions i study will come out. cos.. its 4 choose 3. 1 guaranteed. ommg. need to do my industry report now!!


:)


opps. no time still blog. think i have to shortcut "many many" in exam tml. may God bless me!!


no longer lackadaisical!!


and looking forward to HOLIDAYS!! FINALLY!!


but sianz.. one week later back to school. lucky only one day of study :D


then.. another week.. then one public holiday.. then end of work.. then.. 


ITS KOREA!! :D


to myself and to my beloved friends who are mugging:
아자 아자 화이팅 화이팅 화이팅~!

he is wayyyy sweet.




anyway last paper. no confidence.


also.. dont have that drive. lost.


not looking for encouragement. just whining.
cos i'll still have to prepare anyway.




he really make things much easier :D


and ah bird,
you are right!!






***************** says:
hahaha sillygirl wats there to gan dong
***************** says:
=P







im motivated again!! esp after the whole "hovercraft" thing..




ethel: dont be pusillanimous!!
anna: you putative anna!!
ht: birds fly high, hard to catch. birds eat nuts, easy to catch!!

ommmmmg.


freaking screwed.



i just realise how noisy the construction is - at my house DOORSTEP thanks to the lift upgrading project.



and exams are next week. and you know i cant study outside. i need full concentration to do my last minute pia-ing.


its all in the head.. its all in the head..


i can study outside
i can study outside
i can study outside




omgggg.

-off to airport-


damn. my stay-home-do-report plans ruined. time wasted too.

hahahahaha


i got my klpt results.


i have two extreme perspectives on it.




OOMMMMGGGGGG I DID SOOOOO WELLL!!
(much better than expected.. maybe like.. 6times more..??)




OH SHIT. SO DAMN NEAR TO PASSING.




yea. i failed. but.. i know i did very very very very well.. like.. i dont even deserve it. hahahahahaha cos what i know was probably.. only worth like.. a two-digit figure. sianz.. i lost 15marks for nothing though.


i wonder what others got.. so curious.. and whats the passing rate..


should retake?? hmm.. which me and ethel were discussing maybe we can share for private tuition.. and i just found out there are many more books in the KLPT series. what i have is the easiest and 2nd easiest lor. ommg right. got at least 2 more. 0.0 the 2nd easiest im already lost le.. no wonder the paper soooo super hard.. how to equip myself if i want to take again??

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me and fel waiting for the train to go to terence's wedding




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lunch queens sam and me ordered this Chicken Mushroom Omu rice :)




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a kid's view of the bus - obviously bored




191107 at kotra @ Expo.. (korean organisation trade fair)



only they look good!! :)



pretty bird carving on this pottery



my smiley face :)




181107 at Macau Cafe @ Expo



my baked fish spaghetti



ethel's baked chicken chop rice




131107 at Malan Lamian @ Expo










101107 2nd last day of classes with my bridging mates.. 






:( gonna miss em




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With Sam and Ethel.. cant remember where we were(in town).. but we were going to airport in the end..




031107 at Chinatown's TCM Fair









281007 at YUMMY KOBAYASHI @ Simei



my yummy yummy super yummy chicken udon!!



ethel's yummy yummy cha soba!!



:) agedashi tofu!!




and finally meet..




MY BOOSTER


  




OOOMG. and check this out:
http://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Tofu


CRAVING!!

doing research for marketing now.


this is hilarious!!





CAPTION: 
PLEASE DON'T DRINK AND DRIVE. ITS DANGEROUS!!

i am at work.


omg, so tiring can??


i went for my doc appt today.. so stupid me didnt read the sms properly(?) and imagine time of appt to be at 10am. reached at 10.35am.. and on my way there around newton mrt, i decided to check whats my actual time.. 10.20?? 10.10?? 10?? so i open up the sms again and read it.


11.20am.


THE HORRORS!!


like seriously!! omg. i woke up half hour late.. felt slightly slightly i thought i can saunter in, be late, get a recued number.. and be out in a jiffy. instead i waited til like almost 12pm for my turn. nvm that, wait at cashier, also v long. then finally for my prescription, i waited more than an hour(lunch time so i think efficiency lower).. 


the only good thing that came out of it?? 


when i got my prescription, i went to the cashier to pay up.. i actually walked past the queue cos it was so long i didnt thing it would reach til there.. got ard 20plus people?? then i move back and queue. 


suddenly the pharmacist who gave me my prescription shouted,"LEE LING!" i was like (omg shit.),"erh.. ya??" 


she pointed me to another cashier at the back and said,"pay at the cashier." 


so im like(huh?? im at the wrong queue?? cos i always queue that queue mah..) then i hurried over to the one person queue. YAH!! one person!! so happy la.. in the end i left in a jiffy :) thanks to the pharmacist.. cos i checked with the cashier and she said both cashiers are the same.


hahaha anyway im totally happy with my biz stats results.. even though i know w/o the CHEATSHEET and God and ethel's fork, i wldnt have made it :)


but i think cheatsheet is 40%.. God also 40% cos i need to make sure my cheatsheet examples is gonna be pretty similar to my exam.. and fork 20% just to know everyone's there.. and to "cha" the right questions :)


i wont do well for accounting cos i totally misintepreted one entire exam question.. and the funny thing really is i could have done other questions.. with the exception of the accounting concepts(last question) all the others i knew perfectly well.. stupid me.. so stupid.. believed everything looked ok.. so i left exam hall w/o balancing my sheet. dumb move. i now jeopardize 2 questions out of 4. meaning.. i might fail. cos i know one question i anyhow do.. no heart. bah. gonna be my worst result. but i dont care. just need a pass :) hope got method marks cos im sure all my method correct.


oh you know whats most amazing about my accounting that day?? i believed myself to have OBVIOUSLY brought out my calculator w/o even checking. (what strong faith huh?? gah bloody stupid) hehehehe so i even msged ah ping to tell her to bring her calculator. i went to Macs 45mins before my exam to meet joan and evan.. and just before i left, joan ask me if i brought my calculator. so i was like,"duh(with an obvious face)." then i said,"hmm.. better check."


guess what?? i soooo didnt bring out la!! who goes for accounting exams w/o a calculator(like suicide bomber) lolx!! so i was like,"OOMGMMG!! howhow??" lolx so they tell me, nvm now can go buy some laupok calculator.. i was like,"oh ok where?? ahhh!!" then joan was like,"or you can borrow from those girls." jc girls studying at mac?? oommmmggg.. evan was like looking at me.. hahaha i also dunno how.. so i ask joan to help me cos im such a scaredy cat.. ommg. and she really helped me!!!! she was like,"are you girls gonna be staying here late??" they were like,"no." then she was like,"oh cos my friend forgot to bring calculator and hope to borrow from you.. will you be around town til late." so end up cos the girls church nearby, michelle lend me hers. lolx.. i still remember her name. very sweet la!! she still sms me,"if the numbers dont appear, just hit the back of the calculator." lolx even though she already told me.. :)


happy.. but credit all goes to..


JOANNN!!! THANKS GIRL!!! :) :) :)


im super super super grateful!!!



lolx promise must bigbig, there you go girl!! i really appreciate it!! lolx!! :)


and about korean exams.. i can just forget about it til my results arrive. if i pass, i promise to shout Hallelujah in the office. shout. i promise i wont whimper. hahahahahahaha if i do pass :) i really really really want to shout tho..


blog more about it. most unique and helpless exam situation EVER.

yeah yeah.. im not suppose to be here. online.


but i thought must print what test certificate.. then i realise.. is collect at the venue itself.


i just saw the most irritating rule.


2 actually.


1) No candidate is allowed to enter the examination room after 9:00am on the day of the test (ie. 28 Oct).


2) No candidate is allowed to go to the restroom during the test.


and i just realise the exam starts at 10am. i hope i can study then so i can like not forget stuff that im trying to remember now?? i went to sleep early tonight.. 10pm++ but my mum woke me an hour later (because she set the wrong alarm timing!!) but she spent an entire hour waking me.. i only woke when she was talking and pulling me up and my alarm rang.


so together with yesterday i only have 4hrs of sleep. omg.


i need you, sleep.





and i totally hate the second rule. i hope i wont have tummy upset from eating too much at breeks today.. though i thought the portion was just right.


ok gtg, before i get hooked online!!


*my throat hurts :(






DEAR GOD, JUST LET ME PASS THOUGH I KNOW I DON'T DESERVE IT!!

 

Tourism Systems

Lee Ling

68

B+

Business Law

Lee Ling

81

A+

ok. erh.. unexpected?? but maybe also expected?? but.. i put in much much much much much more effort in tourism systems. sigh.. maybe didnt understand the questions..?? hahahaha but law is damn damn damn surprising!! yayy!! but damn shitty!! cos no one else know their results.. they only know their grade.. damn!! i only miss 2 points to an A!!


this is only bridging.. cant even get A.. lolx.. but im quite set on passing my modules.. dont need spend too much time.. klpt more worth my time. :) anyway :) now i finally know it, i can heave a sigh of relief.


lolx.. dunno why im online wondering around when i have an TOTALLY unprepared stats exams tonight. lolx!! not like i spend time preparing klpt.. but rather i was talking to alot of people yesterday.. phone, online etc.. then church in the morning, airport, work.. drama at night.. lolx.. fulfilling day LOLX





hehehe must highlight the better looking result :)




ok i know im beyond poor now.. HAHAHAHA but i must trust God la.. He is El Shaddai.. He will supply all my needs (Philippians 4:19), abundantly and more than sufficient.


ok.. anyone wants to go Show's concert?? wah.. but not cheap.. 78 onwards.. and 78 is the laupok seat.. i think must at least get 128.. omg. :( why concerts are so expensive?? taiwan so good lor.. most concerts are sponsored..

ROFL!!



 


really damn retarded lah.




Jiaxing's 成名曲 and also the same song hokkien kbox people are all looking for!! omg ht, and you know this song reminds me of who again LOLX!!







i am k-ing alone in my house now :) i'm mad. mad by klpt. which is a countdown of exactly 2weeks.




OH GOD PLEASE HELP ME.

 

my favourite china man - 黄晓明


lolx!!


cant wait to get his songs when i turn on my com on saturday!! hahahaha suppose to be studying law but.. i haven started. which i will be so screwed tomorrow. wish the exam will be postponed or something.


2 more exams each in oct, nov.


klpt on 28th oct. crazy!!


yesterday i got a super nightmarish nightmare. i dreamt one of my close friends died. was soo scary!! i dont even know how it happened.. but it was like a sacrifice. so depressing. i think i cried my lungs out.


anyway my exam yesterday was.. alright. as in i was prepared.. for the very 6 things he say he will test and i didnt even read through those that are not tested.. hmm.. but.. the questions turn out quite different from what i imagined..


eg.


ME: explain the benefits and costs of tourism with examples.


HE: with tourism as a booming sector in the world, explain how the benefits and costs of ECONOMY tourism and illustrate with examples.


ah.


dunno if i interpreted his questions correctly.. but like what i told ht and ethel, i regurgitated the entire book to him. maybe this was the easiest question le.. the rest.. i didnt exactly understand fully.. but yes.. i vomited the book to him. with some examples.. not sure if they are valid or if they are enough.


but again, time was limited. i can think of a 1000 examples im sure but there was no time to write all those!! i manage to finish my essay only because i thought each question i only have half an hour.


3hrs divide by 5 questions = 0.5hr


smart right. thats why i hate maths. but lucky i overestimated the time.. thats why i had time to round up my conclusion from 10.01-10.06pm. 1min to look through the paper to check if i have all my question no written at the top.. and 10.07pm i hand up and left.


suppose to end at 10.10pm.. but i too CRAMPED and too.. argggh to want to sit and wait. anyway i wont check le.. not enough time anyway.


my favourite grin is leaving today. sad!! (i shall stay back to say bye!)


anyway after exam tml, supper with sam&fel :)


had dinner with jiaxing just now.. and joey.. who i later found out was in Miss Singapore'07... went to her studios to take a peek.. but nothing to see one. lolx!! saw weelie!! but.. he looks quite different.. taller too.. hmm.. dunno.. not as horrible as his official pic.. and.. quite different from sec school..


sat - huishan and tracy :)


its been a long long long time.. since our desperate housewives marathon lolx!!


secrets secrets :)


bought yanting's present le.. oh dont think she will ever see this but:


HAPPY 21ST!! :) 




and finally ah-club sleepover on sunday night.. went to church in the morning, joined ethel and anna who actually already finished their lunches. lolx.. ethel ate first.. then anna.. then me. lolx so retarded. we could have all eaten together. suppose to go kbox.. so i prepared all my song lyrics(both canto and jap) in my bag.. and happily went to work.. lolx.. last minute change of plans.. instead of anna's for sleepover.. we went to airport.. cos apparently its been ethel's and anna's dream to sleepover at the viewing mall. but to know actually it isnt anna's first. hahahahahahaha i i will never forget your *ahem*board story. hahahahahaha!! and lolx.. ht described well.. mr angry..


anyway we talked and sang throughout.. and laughed. for some reason, anna was super super luffy. hahahaha all the funny, questioning, disbelieving, sly stuff. lolx!! oh dont forget bitchy.. hahahaha well.. girls are girls afterall :) hahaha anyway in the midst of ethel sleeping, and us singing happily to.. erh.. 天天夜夜 - f.i.r (??) some retarded guy came to interrupt. gah!! he was like the kbox personnel interrupting our song asking, "你们还有一杯水，请问你们还要点什么?" stupid. anyway ht was gahhh enough to give actual details. lolx.. but it was very complimenting at one point when he said,"are you all studying for O-levels?" hahahahaha lolx, we just all look at each other, stunned and LOLX.


lolx apart from that, ethel was really pissed and scary looking. after that, i sang to myself and hahahaha for some reason, anna went to sleep and me and huiting went to take a walk.. lolx our walk was really LONGGGGG la.. we walk from T1->T2->T3->T1 again. we were suppose to go budget.. but stupid sign led us to T3.. hahaha the unexplored T3 :) took many pics.. but ht haven send.. hehehe will put my smu photo up soon!!


meanwhile from ht's blog:


this is like.. 5am++ so pls, if we look unglam - OF COURSE LA!! 




and..




a preview of my next entry.. (or next next.. or next next next):


ap's little lantern festival party!! with.. many random people :)





"table-tennis" with xiaokang,  chengyee and studio2 crew





gyming with chengyee and mong




credits@chengyee'sblog

i have an exam in.. less than 8hrs.. woo.. am i prepared?? hmm.. cant say for sure.. but 4 out of 6 questions i know for sure im prepared. i can do better by reading and doing some research i guess.. thanks to news yesterday though.. i learn some stuff than can put in my essay like re-employment of aging workers esp the females for f&b sector and also the shuttle agreement between SIA and MAS(KL) :)


the other 2.. hahahaha i will study. stupid medicine keep making me drowsy. i woke at 7am to study instead of 5am.. i took medicine and went back to sleep. lolx!! stupid right. i just woke up and perfected my 4 questions. ok.. maybe not perfected but at least B+. hahahahaha apparently its v v v v hard to get an A.

nvm that. i found in wiki today that the skin drug im taking gives this side effects:

• Common: mild acne flare, dryness of skin, lips and mucous membranes, infection of the cuticles, cheilitis, itch, skin fragility, skin peeling, rash, flushing, photosensitivity, nose bleeds, dry eyes, eye irritation, conjunctivitis, reduced tolerance to contact lenses, hyperlipidaemia, raised liver enzymes, headaches, hair thinning, myalgia and/or arthralgia.
• Infrequent: severe acne flare, raised blood glucose level, increased erythrocyte sedimentation rate, fatigue.
• Rare: impaired night vision, cataracts, optic neuritis, menstrual disturbances, inflammatory bowel disease, pancreatitis, hepatitis, corneal opacities, papilloedema, idiopathic intracranial hypertension, skeletal hyperostosis, extraosseous calcification, and it is believed that severe depression can occur, although there is no conclusive evidence for this.

im not sure whats mucous membranes.. but sounds something like flu?? hahahaha and so now i guess im in very low immunity capacity.. and therefore.. all these. phew. now im not so worried bout my nose bleeds. lolx!!


hahaha went to the doc(shawn's dad.. LOLX!!) yesterday and he explained i got sinusitis. i think thats how its spelt.. anyway he showed me a rather cool diagram and explain explain.. now im feeling better too.. medicine and good service plus understanding sure helps!! anyway he say my previous medicine worsens by condition but my skin medicine will not affect my sickness at all. lolx he recommends it somemore.


had lantern festival party at office yesterday!! lolx was a small AP thing.. but alot of people join in the fun in different ways. lolx suatyen brought half a soysauce chicken and roast duck!! angela brought vege dishes.. i brought 2 orange walnut mooncakes(from emicakes!!), and candles and lighter, chengyee brought lanterns and redberry with cheese mooncake. hahaha damn high la.. so all the aps had good food to eat.. hehehehe then we went to 提燈籠.. omg super high. cos i cant remember the last time i did that. hehehehe then poh suan, tsui tsui and lynda joined us.. lolx xiaokang had 8pm to do.. some crew came down to see see, look look.. lolx!! fun anyway lotsa pics will put up when i have it :) we were fellow lanternheads HAHA lolx at some area near drama side, some unknown people shouted to us,"happy lantern festival!!" lolx!!


i signed up for KLPT with ethel yesterday. the costliest thing ever. thanks to my mum who helped paid every single cent of it or i will keel over and die. hahahahaha we didnt get the basic book though.. hope its alright.. so scary la. ok dont think so much.


was quite worried and went to look for classes for photographic memory but apparently only kids can develop it. dang. im so past that.. era. hahahahaha oh well.. all i can tell myself is..


아자 아자 화이팅!!

 
edit:
omg how totally ironic that the only person who wish me all the best so far is a total stranger from facebook. lolx!! 


airport stayover with ah-club on sunday :) funfun luplup will blog again w photos :)

because time wont wait, im typing this.


time is something that passes by fast. when you are at work, you may dread the time that is moving ever so slowly. but hey look again, one week has pass.


how true for many things in our life. whether happy or not happy, time.. FLIES. literally.


have you not done something you always wanted to do??


have you at present time, procrastinating about something you should do??


or are you stuck in the past, not willing to move forward.


i only have 4 words for you.


because time wont wait.


you see. many times we think we still have the chance to tell that someone something, to have the chance to go for that experience, to have the opportunity to take that risk. maybe because of insecurity and uncertainty which underlying it is usually fear.. we never took that bold step to meet whats ahead of you. we never rise up to the occasion. perhaps some things have past within our grasp, but what lies there, let us take the chance to do it now.



because time wont wait.


who can tell you what lies ahead tml?? i wouldnt want to die with a regret.


because time wont wait. are you putting your studies or work at a halt?? just for that 10mins with your computer game?? you think you have time to do it though at the back of your head is nagging you, is trying to motivate your self to do the work. you smile and say,"nevermind la, i have 5mins later to rush through it." when you get your results in 2 weeks time, its a B and you say,"wow!! i rushed through it and i got a B leh!!"


ya sure, its impressive, but.. if you sat down and spend a little more time on it, would you have gotten an A??


because time wont wait, you cant say,"hey God, can you stop time for 5mins, lemme finish this game first?? can can??" sorry, im sure God will want to fulfill that, but too bad, because time wont wait. so why not put it as good use. people always say,"aiyah shit, i wasted time. im wasting time. im going to waste my time."


well.. every moment can be put to good use. while you are at the mrt station waiting for your late friend, is there someone around who needs a smile?? is there a person who needs that little encouragement from a total stranger just to get past that day, feel a little optimism?? maybe. time sure is fulfilling when something is being done. i sense that everyone will get a sense of satisfaction. perhaps braggin about how much time you got to waste is really.. stupid. i sure know this because im great at it.


but i dont want to be that person anymore. because time wont wait.


people procrastinate.. because they take time for granted.


well.. news to you: because time wont wait.


because time wont wait, are you still stuck in the past?? you thought what would have happen if.. you wonder why you didnt make that choice then.. you wish time will go back.


sad to say, time isnt really in our control isnt it. but looking forward to the future, even being pragmatic.. we can accomplish many many little but significant things. making our future brighter. im sure we'll live a happier life.


i guess all this can apply to everyone in everyway. surely its the same for me. but i dont want to stay as that kind of person anymore. i want to rise up to the occasion, make use of my time, and my youth.


what is youth?? youth is what you have at the moment to cherish and make every step you take a fulfilling one. thats what i believe. even when you are 40, but you can live a fulfilling life, and when you talk to your friends, you are proud of what you are doing.. hey! thats youth!




i spend time writing this hoping to motivate you and inspire you to be the same if not better. of course all this requires effort, but hey! we're youths aint we?? :)


because time wont wait.


what are you waiting for??




and now even if you dont excuse me, im going to check my work :) make sure, i have it done well.. 


and going to kbox tonight ONLY if i finish my study quota today.. aja aja fighting~`~

hi people!!


thanks so much for your concern.. dont know why im still not healed.. but i change medicine.. seems better.. so hopefully everything can subside :)




hehehe im extremely extremely thankful to ah-club..


ahde for coming out to study in the middle of the night, when you are so tired.. and when you reach, after talking you sleep le.. like no intention to study.. well whatever it is, thanks so so so much!!


ahbird!! for calling when you know that im alone waiting.. so so so sweet :) hehehehe and for listening.. hehehehe like to my "orhbakat" story..


ahna.. hehehehe for tagging me all sorts of encouragement.. yayy!! you think of me :) :) :)


love ahclub!!





and samm!! where are you!! really damn weird w/o you around!!





oh and to my colleagues hahahahaha cos when im sick, they look out for me..


esp xiaokang who delivered my snowskin durian mooncake to my house :) :) :)


and jen and shuping for volunteering to come back to cover my shift..


and all others :)




i just went to play tabletennis with my colleagues.. lolx.. we had no bats.. so jason was smart la, he stick cardboard with tape on a plate.. and we use it as bat. seriously its not bad. lolx lolx.. hahaha me and pohsuan beat jason and madmad.. hahahaha me and xiaokang played table tennis + tennis + badminton + golf.. and maybe even squash. lolx!! funfun :)


gah need need need to study!! i've been slacking too much.. anybody want to study plsplspls ask me out :) much loved!!