once in a lifetime

im finally being productive. for the last week.. i just cant seem to do anything productive. i spend dunno how long but i didnt even do a question. today coupled with some time from 1am yesterday.. i managed to do 3 questions. this will be my most productive studying. and im starting to enjoy MDP cos im finally able to understand it. 


i just really hoped the 3 questions i study will come out. cos.. its 4 choose 3. 1 guaranteed. ommg. need to do my industry report now!!


:)


opps. no time still blog. think i have to shortcut "many many" in exam tml. may God bless me!!


no longer lackadaisical!!


and looking forward to HOLIDAYS!! FINALLY!!


but sianz.. one week later back to school. lucky only one day of study :D


then.. another week.. then one public holiday.. then end of work.. then.. 


ITS KOREA!! :D


to myself and to my beloved friends who are mugging:
아자 아자 화이팅 화이팅 화이팅~!

he is wayyyy sweet.




anyway last paper. no confidence.


also.. dont have that drive. lost.


not looking for encouragement. just whining.
cos i'll still have to prepare anyway.




he really make things much easier :D


and ah bird,
you are right!!






***************** says:
hahaha sillygirl wats there to gan dong
***************** says:
=P







im motivated again!! esp after the whole "hovercraft" thing..




ethel: dont be pusillanimous!!
anna: you putative anna!!
ht: birds fly high, hard to catch. birds eat nuts, easy to catch!!

giraffe


wah really miss evan alot alot.






centrepoint




cool huh?? there's actually korean words.. but my phone no macro function..





at joan's house doing project while she looking through her cookbook



in my wolf's clothing!! :D
(my intention?? take pics of the guys behind us!! KIDDING CAN?!)



(credits: joan)
birthday boy






hahahaha isnt this hilarious?! (news mini library)


i haven actually been to the main library.. hmm..






pia-ing for mdp (ok.. maybe not..)



shall update more again. realise i got tons and tons of photos un-updated.

  
drawing of my new dp.

 

 

 

 

(4am?! at joan's house pia-ing for mdp paper)


dont even look like la. but ok la. since its me.


dance. dance. how ethel??


im here for a breather.


i slept a total of 11hours since sat. 5days le.


im like addicted to caffeine now.


nosebleeds. giddyness. -GAH.


for the sake of a degree. (why do we even want to do well..??)


thats a certain level of competiveness in most people?? otherwise whats working hard for?? i tend to operate when there is a sense of urgency. thats why my work always end up doing at the last minute. now i got one last presentation before preparation for exams. *sweats*


very very tired. i keep dozing off at work. die le. COFFEE = MATE


ok la. i got things to look forward to after all this.


and.. LL is super excited.. for.. :D :D :D (if it happens that is)




i hope i wont turn mental from all this. so not worth it hor..?? i actually like doing papers.. got sense of satisfaction. but .. so tiring :(

BAH!! MY PHOTO-FILLED POST IS GONE!! stupid stupid.


... one more time.




really really regret cutting my hair. but dont regret cutting my fringe. the feel of my rebonded hair has like EVAPORATED/DISSIPATED into thin air. depressing. so please please dont cut rebonded hair. just cut your fringe which you can always rebond again. and cut again. and rebond again... yeah, you get the drift.









my cut hair-buddy, shopping-buddy, k-buddy
(and soon to be fillintheblank activity-buddy)






JEN'S FAREWELL!!






caesar salad, crabmeat fried rice and fish n chips.
(ah yee!! where is the black pepper seafood pasta?!)
and forget to take pics of the calamari, rodeo wings etcetc..



my absolute favourite STICKY CHEWEY CHOCOLATE!!



jen, tsui, suan, mad, ping



mad, ping, me, yee, kang, jen, tsui, suan



the ladies in the ladies

gah. we were suppose to eat at carousel at royal plaza on scotts but we got rejected.. thanks to their stupid policy of 70diners/supper. stupid la. then we ended up at swensons. i was soooo ready to gorge at the buffet :( sobs.. but whatever it is, the crabmeat fried rice was like super delicious!!


shall not post yee, kang and my super unglam aftermath pics.. i cant even remember what happened exactly.. lolx!!




SUPER BELATED SHOKUDO POST :D




        


       
       



i <3 these girls!! :D 

im pretty excited for this!!


super duper bad hair day today.. so.. a sudden surge of inspiration to cut my hair!!


ah yee see you soon!! 




btw.. does the title of ricky martin's song give a whole new meaning now that we are older..??


SHE BANGS..




(omg. to think we sang it so much when we were younger.. now it makes so much more sense..)






擦肩而过/ 李圣杰




我爱着谁
爱到我有点醉
告诉我你是谁
能够把我让我变不对
你不会累
但我却爱你爱到好累
从没有为了谁
不顾安慰付出一切 


站在这平衡点
我还是觉得有点危险
或许是看不见
只能够靠感觉 


他不会是个好男人
也不会是个好情人
你对我说我们只是擦肩而过
好的男人有那么多
少了他的日子也能过
我不会再让你寂寞
也不会让你更难过
你听我说要好好学着去生活
就算未来有多少错
至少还有我的问候
我的温柔陪你度过 


你听我说
你不要这么做
你不要看着我
说你已经知道怎么做
你很难受
我愿意陪你一起承受
只要你不怕痛
再多坎坷我都陪你走 


站在这平衡点
我还是觉得有点危险
或许是看不见
只能够靠感觉 


他不会是个好男人
也不会是个好情人
你对我说我们只是擦肩而过
好的男人有那么多
少了他的日子也能过
我不会再让你寂寞
也不会让你更难过
你听我说要好好学着去生活
就算未来有多少错
至少还有我的问候
我的温柔陪你度过
好的男人有那么多
少了他的日子也能过 


我不会再让你寂寞
也不会让你更难过
你听我说要好好学着去生活
就算未来有多少错
至少还有我的问候
我的温柔陪你度过
就算未来有多少错
至少还有我的问候
我的温柔陪你度过

i think i learnt sth really really important today.


and that will follow me through my next 1.5yrs.


:D i might be forgetful, but im sure i'll remember this forever = 1.5yrs




time to study again.


work is WEIRDLY extra busy today. so many last minute stories.


trying to eat my energy right?? NO!! i will fight back like a soldier!!


:D im cranky, no?? HAHAHA


and funnily, the more i do mdp, the easier i find it to be. its just left to whether i can remember all that i prepare and regurgitate out tml in the freaking short timespan of an hour for 2essays. (and one eassy must be at least 3pages) siao right.. how to write in half an hour?? still have to draw diagrams and talk so much!! (lucky only 20%)

im incredibly busy and broke.


tml is mdp mid-sem. omg. the hardest subject ever. i have problems doing this subject. seriously. even understanding the models does not allow me to grasp the industry at all. im trying hard.


and between this busy-ness(business), i went for a SHORT shopping spree with ethel yesterday. saw the most gorgeous gorgeous(perfect material!!) pair of shoes yesterday. totally princess-y like. :D in love. will take a pic of it when ethel pass them to me. we ordered a few stuff here and there. :D happy!! today ethel will collect them.. lolx :D we have decided that we can actually exchange alot of clothes/shoes/accessories(everything?). seriously. our sizes are practically the same!! :D


today must work. wish me luck in being able to study. i foresee no sleep at all tml. which i will completely regain on thurs/friday then have to mug for cb again. omg. see. NO REST TIME.









HELLO PORTER CHAIN, I NEED TO KNOW YOU MORE!! 


AND WELL!!

LET'S BE FRIENDS :D BEST FRIENDS!!




2MTHS to SPRING/SUMMER in KOREA!! :D

im tired. not physically right now. but mentally yes.


the work marathon just never ends.


omd mock test. omd report. omd test. mdp test. cb presentation/report. mdp mid-sem. cb test.... cb presentation/report.


i dont even know if there are any thing in the .... currently seems like that.


when one assignment ends, the other crops up just in time for me to utilise ALL my time on studies. amazing. 


yesterday had to wake up at like ... 4am to attempt doing CB.. which i think i wasted my time doing almost nothing and rush for a nap before i rush to work for my morning shift. throughout panelling, i just tried to study and work something out for my cb report. feel really bad to joan as all the other groups already started.. (some way ahead) and we have not even touch base. we were working almost separately sending half hearted stuff to each other via emails/msn.


after work i went to meet joan to finally sit down to do cb. friday we attempted and ended up talking/walking around and me buying a belt. so yesterday she was slightly late while i attempted to shop in pathetic toa payoh. seriously. its like a giant CK Departmental neighbourhood. hahaha "auntie fashion" coined by joan. finally we settled at macs and had dinner first.. another perfect way to waste some time. well.. finally we started. and ended up digressing and confessing instead. -.- seriously!! hahahaha in the end.. do halfway.. we went shopping at bishan. then settled at yet another macs to contd doing before we decided to go joan's house pia.


but. but. but when i reach home. i didnt feel like going le. so end up we did cb until like 2am?? before i went to take a 2hr nap while joan looks at the report. then i woke at 4am to find out that joan was taking a 3-5am nap. LOLX so funny.. we were like having 2hrs shift can. anyway 5am+ start to panic.. then everything more or less fell into place by 8am.. cos 6-7am my stomach felt weird and i was basically stuck in the toilet. (the rest was pia-ed on the cab to sch)


think we really super last minute la. so even if we were not fully prepared.. and powerpoint anyhow do.. im sincerely sorry.. but im so so so glad we did well!! we actually set an aim of 3.15 and think we shouldnt be able to score well if we never prepare. we are like morning do work, rush to school by 10am to print la. hahahahaha.. and yayy!! we got second highest at 3.25/4!! really happy cos we surpassed our aim!! (tho i knew if we prepared we would have scored much better.. we actually left out many crucial points.. and kept sounding uncertain tho we tried to cover up)


anyway this was a crucial presentation for me cos i think my lecturer thinks im plain stupid. he asked me bimbotic stuff and when i ask him,"do you think im stupid?" and he went,"you haven showed me your intelligence."


so this was very crucial to prove to my classmates and lecturer that I NOT STUPID.




hahaha i think now people think we secret muggers even tho we seriously is last minute hug buddha's leg. HAHAHA and i love joan for the fact she is so accomodating to my work timetable and meet at such lousy timings and so last minute tho i know she wanted to start earlier.


much love!! :D


but its seriously disturbing that for the second project we have to work with a partner that the lecturer drew lots for. I ALMOST GOT THE SCARIEST THING IN MY LIFE. it happened once in poly.. twice infact.. and i never want such things to happen. it was like really gonna be me and that person le.. THANK GOD cos i was praying so hard.. i think i could have cried. i wonder if bryant guessed my fears.. but ya.. it was damn scary and yes im definitely churching this sunday. THANK YOU GOD! and im not paired with anyone but my lecturer!! lolx.. cos i was the odd one out. OMGOMGOMG THANK GOD!! *phew* really.. until now i still shudder at the very thought. besides working alone works damn well for me since i have trouble meeting up with group mates. (presentation will be scary alone though..)


and saddest thing is the fact i cant work with joan since we have aimed to be even better. pffft!




p.s/confirm tendering resignation le :D im so glad my bosses are so understanding!! much much love!!

yanting is finally leaving.


we will miss her. but its so the way to go.


i can count the pathetic no. of photos taken together despite the fact of knowing her for like.. 3-4yrs?




15/02/08 - probably our last time working together





the first friend i had in MJ since we entered like almost togther.. only like a week difference. hahaha btw, shes actually much better looking and sweeter.. just that her nice pics are with unglam shots of the others.. which i shall not post. or they will seriously murder me :X

studying CB(consumer behavior) now while waiting for kang to end work at 1am.


ulterior motive: study so i wont sleep at home




just read something interesting..




do you know the snacks you eat according to Freudian theory can reflect on your personality??


8 snacks listed: potato chips, tortilla chips, pretzels, snack crackers, cheese curls, nuts, pop corn, meat snacks


and so OF COURSE im the meat snacker - gregarious, generous, trustworthy, tends to be overly trusting




how true. -.-

omg. its so freaking xin ku.


i got so much work.


its 703am. i should still be sleeping. but yet.. i woke up an hour ago to do my CB project. though its due on monday. but we need time to discuss the answers and our written report. need to do presentation also and be ready to conduct a brainstorming session.


-.-


alot of work if you are working consecutively working for 3days in a row. i forsee no time to do. PLUS i have to research for my mid-term test on the hotel industry. its a guaranteed question (out of 2 qns) but its defintely NOT easy. thats why we got time to research. and the lack of knowledge in that area is really.. ya. i do hope the intenet has all the stats and info i need.


kang,yee i might not be meeting you guys tml even though my heart yearns to play/shop/eat..


like not very.. good management of time. i confirm with u all again.


ahclub, probably will also skip ndp audition.. i got to prepare for my presentation/report for monday..


sobs.


im even more likely to quit now except i keep thinkin of korea and spending.

i am freezing in the cold right now. brrrr


office is so freaking cold. lolx.. i could have been born a polar bear.


ok.


i was planning do my critical thinking report during my 1hr break.. but i think i better go and sit in the canteen to absorb the warmth. wish i brought a jacket.


supper with ah yee and ah kang resulted in broken pretty pumps. *sobs*











the ugly dolls















pardon the un-glamness. wayy late into the night, or rather early in the morning.


oh and its really funny that we always wear grey when we go out together. all 3 of us.


and happy happy!! shopped with ethel yesterday!! ^.^


edit:
oh ya!! and we met like twice in the same day.. cos i parted with her and met up with her again!! so hilarious co whatever i wanted to do before we left.. was unavailable. sobs. so after she left, i went to find the place and was on the phone with her. after that we were still on the phone and she waited for me at the mrt station. DAMN hilarious!! you see!! impromtu!! we would have met 3 times if we went out to study!!
edit//




i really think i need a new *** cos i dont want to sacrifice my work and social life.

 


**
OK just saw many msn nicks of my classmates about test and report. OMG. why on earth am i going to a party instead of studying. i really have to reflect on it..

yawns. upstairs computer has gone bonkers.


im not saying im happy. but im not saying im not.


:)


hahahahaha read between the lines. (omg. literally)


anyway last week was a super tiring week. tues i went out with kang and yee after work. lolx. randomfied. we went party world at orchard. stupid auto-shutdown system. :( but i think we had a great time albeit the short time we had. (oh and guess what.. they have korean songs!! even my rain stuff.. w/o the actual mv.. but they did have the originals for TVXQ and SuJu :) hahahaha) we were searching for food beforehand. in the end, we got paos/sandwiches from 7-11. lolx..


oh.. must recount this stupid convo we had in the canteen while having dinner.



yee: we should go out after work.
me: today ah?
yee: tomorrow.


after a long time...


yee: so where shld we go?
me: tml decide lor.
*blur*


then i realise yee's tml carried sarcasm. and the biggest highlight of it.


kang didnt know if it was today or tomorrow. she assumed it to be either or.




WHY DIDNT SHE ASK?! lolx!!


yawn. must really catch up on sleep. serious lack of it. thanks to friends, late nights out and.. smallville.


yayy!! i look forward to hanging out with my friends after their exams!! :) and congrats anna!! its FREEDOM!! :)




just came out of 630pm news.. i am reminded of how unsuited i am for news. the dragonboat thingy is.. too much.. too.. sad. 




oh.. suddenly remembered my first visit to newton circus. hahahaha yea.. so what?? hahaha so i went there with pohsuan and kang after a certain night at work.. which im certain i cant recall now.. hahahaha the food there i guess is really blown out of porportion.. but there are really competitive hawkers waiting to jump on you over there. quite scary. ohhh!! reminded of something funny.


we: can we have a plate of stingray?
uncle: yes..
pohsuan: fish??


me and kang turn to pohsuan. for a moment, we didnt know what to say. in the end, we realise.. the uncle is called "uncle fish".. lolx she was trying to remember his name!! and both of us, damn clueless thought she didnt know stingray is a fish.. but it was also too.. hard to believe so. LOLX!! whoo!! really thank her for the treat though :) i was damn broke too.. (oh.. and i had to "bie" niao for a lot of hours and run home from the cab to my house's toilet.. cos i refuse to go toilet at newton.. i didnt know where is it anyway..)


hahaha on the subject of colleagues and food.. me and kang went for supper with ismail too.. on a certain night.. hahahahaha we went adam rd.. and it was me and kang's first time eating murtabak.


despite being a 70% carnivorous being.. i prefer my pratas and tissue.. whatever its called. hahaha i think we left at.. 4am?? whoo soooo tiring lah.. but it was good company and food!! 


sat: concert!! yay!!


oh and apparently this sat's PSC Nite guest is 潘玮柏.. hahahaha anna, your favourite!! u want tics?? LOLX!!




爱上未来的你
为了一颗柔软的心
我被困在这爱情的迷雾里
想念著消失的你
爱上未来的你
我也没有时光机器
只能活在第一次的见面里
捍卫了我们的约定    





edit:
oooh i so have to quote him!!

(ELVIN SOT IN MANDARIN)
"I was quite worried about it at first, because our society is still conservative. But the organisers say selling kisses is common in the US. I expect I will be blushing on that day!"




so cute!!


(oh incase you dunno whats going on, check out 8days where elvin and jade will be selling kisses for charity..)

 
oh and fann wong donated a two-seater sofa from her WAREHOUSE. wth. how come she needs a warehouse?! lolx!! damn exaggerated right??


gosh. think i edited this post at least 20times le..

it seems like i am really quite a terrible person.


gah. hate the way i feel now. and i know what i know. ya. gah.


love this song anyway.




小烏龜 - 張棟梁


La~~~~~ La~~~~~
這首歌要給一個人


歌聲代替語言　深情只增不減
那一刻吻她的臉　地轉天旋


＊愛的感覺　比櫻桃更甜
　 雙眼放送閃電　能超越極限
　 讓人忘了季節　愛成了經典
　 為她付出所有愛戀　
　 要你永遠是我的小烏龜
　 我愛你　每一天


Repeat all once


要你永遠是我的小烏龜
我愛你　每一天


Repeat ＊ 




yayy!! i need to take passport photo for my workpass!! who wants to accompany me?? LOLX my other photos too ugly.. and my passport also need new photo cos the stupid person at the immigration that time when i came back from KL with ht insist i look different from my passport. I LOOK EXACTLY THE SAME LOR. he like nothing to do one leh..


on a super random sidenote: i finally confessed to Pat that i lost my key.. only to realise that probably i should have told Angela instead.. and not only that.. MY LOCKER DISAPPEARED!! together with my name!! so amazing right!! and i still have a pair of slippers inside!! WAHHHHHH now i need to tell Angela instead.. guess she got less to worry about now.. and so easier to tell her?? lolx.. since im staying on long term, i decided i need my key to my locker again LOLX so i can put spare slippers and my gyming stuff :) and V V V important, SPARE JACKET. omg.. its always too cold or not warm enough even with a jacket on already..


after this whole episode, i love my colleagues more :)


tomorrow jason's chalet, 2 weeks later, fel's chalet :)

today has been a really bad day.


no mood, stomach upset. just feel.. terrible. i want to get rid of all the headaches i have about this and that, run away from them if possible, end them right now even better. but no, it will end.. sort of.. on friday..


outcome?? i dont know. but neither am i wanting it anymore. so many things have made me lost my faith in this "big corporation". i was happy, satisfied. now?? just very troubled and everytime i see someone.. it just doubles everything.


so last minute. so.. hai. :(


i do love the people around me though.. they never fail to amaze me :)


news at 9pm.. dont know where is my spectacles.. i left it at the AP desk on level 2.. now its gone..


where are you?? lolx i seriously need you for chinese news. i felt afraid in the studio just now..

 

my favourite china man - 黄晓明


lolx!!


cant wait to get his songs when i turn on my com on saturday!! hahahaha suppose to be studying law but.. i haven started. which i will be so screwed tomorrow. wish the exam will be postponed or something.


2 more exams each in oct, nov.


klpt on 28th oct. crazy!!


yesterday i got a super nightmarish nightmare. i dreamt one of my close friends died. was soo scary!! i dont even know how it happened.. but it was like a sacrifice. so depressing. i think i cried my lungs out.


anyway my exam yesterday was.. alright. as in i was prepared.. for the very 6 things he say he will test and i didnt even read through those that are not tested.. hmm.. but.. the questions turn out quite different from what i imagined..


eg.


ME: explain the benefits and costs of tourism with examples.


HE: with tourism as a booming sector in the world, explain how the benefits and costs of ECONOMY tourism and illustrate with examples.


ah.


dunno if i interpreted his questions correctly.. but like what i told ht and ethel, i regurgitated the entire book to him. maybe this was the easiest question le.. the rest.. i didnt exactly understand fully.. but yes.. i vomited the book to him. with some examples.. not sure if they are valid or if they are enough.


but again, time was limited. i can think of a 1000 examples im sure but there was no time to write all those!! i manage to finish my essay only because i thought each question i only have half an hour.


3hrs divide by 5 questions = 0.5hr


smart right. thats why i hate maths. but lucky i overestimated the time.. thats why i had time to round up my conclusion from 10.01-10.06pm. 1min to look through the paper to check if i have all my question no written at the top.. and 10.07pm i hand up and left.


suppose to end at 10.10pm.. but i too CRAMPED and too.. argggh to want to sit and wait. anyway i wont check le.. not enough time anyway.


my favourite grin is leaving today. sad!! (i shall stay back to say bye!)


anyway after exam tml, supper with sam&fel :)


had dinner with jiaxing just now.. and joey.. who i later found out was in Miss Singapore'07... went to her studios to take a peek.. but nothing to see one. lolx!! saw weelie!! but.. he looks quite different.. taller too.. hmm.. dunno.. not as horrible as his official pic.. and.. quite different from sec school..


sat - huishan and tracy :)


its been a long long long time.. since our desperate housewives marathon lolx!!


secrets secrets :)


bought yanting's present le.. oh dont think she will ever see this but:


HAPPY 21ST!! :) 




and finally ah-club sleepover on sunday night.. went to church in the morning, joined ethel and anna who actually already finished their lunches. lolx.. ethel ate first.. then anna.. then me. lolx so retarded. we could have all eaten together. suppose to go kbox.. so i prepared all my song lyrics(both canto and jap) in my bag.. and happily went to work.. lolx.. last minute change of plans.. instead of anna's for sleepover.. we went to airport.. cos apparently its been ethel's and anna's dream to sleepover at the viewing mall. but to know actually it isnt anna's first. hahahahahahaha i i will never forget your *ahem*board story. hahahahahaha!! and lolx.. ht described well.. mr angry..


anyway we talked and sang throughout.. and laughed. for some reason, anna was super super luffy. hahahaha all the funny, questioning, disbelieving, sly stuff. lolx!! oh dont forget bitchy.. hahahaha well.. girls are girls afterall :) hahaha anyway in the midst of ethel sleeping, and us singing happily to.. erh.. 天天夜夜 - f.i.r (??) some retarded guy came to interrupt. gah!! he was like the kbox personnel interrupting our song asking, "你们还有一杯水，请问你们还要点什么?" stupid. anyway ht was gahhh enough to give actual details. lolx.. but it was very complimenting at one point when he said,"are you all studying for O-levels?" hahahahaha lolx, we just all look at each other, stunned and LOLX.


lolx apart from that, ethel was really pissed and scary looking. after that, i sang to myself and hahahaha for some reason, anna went to sleep and me and huiting went to take a walk.. lolx our walk was really LONGGGGG la.. we walk from T1->T2->T3->T1 again. we were suppose to go budget.. but stupid sign led us to T3.. hahaha the unexplored T3 :) took many pics.. but ht haven send.. hehehe will put my smu photo up soon!!


meanwhile from ht's blog:


this is like.. 5am++ so pls, if we look unglam - OF COURSE LA!! 




and..




a preview of my next entry.. (or next next.. or next next next):


ap's little lantern festival party!! with.. many random people :)





"table-tennis" with xiaokang,  chengyee and studio2 crew





gyming with chengyee and mong




credits@chengyee'sblog

i have an exam in.. less than 8hrs.. woo.. am i prepared?? hmm.. cant say for sure.. but 4 out of 6 questions i know for sure im prepared. i can do better by reading and doing some research i guess.. thanks to news yesterday though.. i learn some stuff than can put in my essay like re-employment of aging workers esp the females for f&b sector and also the shuttle agreement between SIA and MAS(KL) :)


the other 2.. hahahaha i will study. stupid medicine keep making me drowsy. i woke at 7am to study instead of 5am.. i took medicine and went back to sleep. lolx!! stupid right. i just woke up and perfected my 4 questions. ok.. maybe not perfected but at least B+. hahahahaha apparently its v v v v hard to get an A.

nvm that. i found in wiki today that the skin drug im taking gives this side effects:

• Common: mild acne flare, dryness of skin, lips and mucous membranes, infection of the cuticles, cheilitis, itch, skin fragility, skin peeling, rash, flushing, photosensitivity, nose bleeds, dry eyes, eye irritation, conjunctivitis, reduced tolerance to contact lenses, hyperlipidaemia, raised liver enzymes, headaches, hair thinning, myalgia and/or arthralgia.
• Infrequent: severe acne flare, raised blood glucose level, increased erythrocyte sedimentation rate, fatigue.
• Rare: impaired night vision, cataracts, optic neuritis, menstrual disturbances, inflammatory bowel disease, pancreatitis, hepatitis, corneal opacities, papilloedema, idiopathic intracranial hypertension, skeletal hyperostosis, extraosseous calcification, and it is believed that severe depression can occur, although there is no conclusive evidence for this.

im not sure whats mucous membranes.. but sounds something like flu?? hahahaha and so now i guess im in very low immunity capacity.. and therefore.. all these. phew. now im not so worried bout my nose bleeds. lolx!!


hahaha went to the doc(shawn's dad.. LOLX!!) yesterday and he explained i got sinusitis. i think thats how its spelt.. anyway he showed me a rather cool diagram and explain explain.. now im feeling better too.. medicine and good service plus understanding sure helps!! anyway he say my previous medicine worsens by condition but my skin medicine will not affect my sickness at all. lolx he recommends it somemore.


had lantern festival party at office yesterday!! lolx was a small AP thing.. but alot of people join in the fun in different ways. lolx suatyen brought half a soysauce chicken and roast duck!! angela brought vege dishes.. i brought 2 orange walnut mooncakes(from emicakes!!), and candles and lighter, chengyee brought lanterns and redberry with cheese mooncake. hahaha damn high la.. so all the aps had good food to eat.. hehehehe then we went to 提燈籠.. omg super high. cos i cant remember the last time i did that. hehehehe then poh suan, tsui tsui and lynda joined us.. lolx xiaokang had 8pm to do.. some crew came down to see see, look look.. lolx!! fun anyway lotsa pics will put up when i have it :) we were fellow lanternheads HAHA lolx at some area near drama side, some unknown people shouted to us,"happy lantern festival!!" lolx!!


i signed up for KLPT with ethel yesterday. the costliest thing ever. thanks to my mum who helped paid every single cent of it or i will keel over and die. hahahahaha we didnt get the basic book though.. hope its alright.. so scary la. ok dont think so much.


was quite worried and went to look for classes for photographic memory but apparently only kids can develop it. dang. im so past that.. era. hahahahaha oh well.. all i can tell myself is..


아자 아자 화이팅!!

 
edit:
omg how totally ironic that the only person who wish me all the best so far is a total stranger from facebook. lolx!! 


airport stayover with ah-club on sunday :) funfun luplup will blog again w photos :)

hi people!!


thanks so much for your concern.. dont know why im still not healed.. but i change medicine.. seems better.. so hopefully everything can subside :)




hehehe im extremely extremely thankful to ah-club..


ahde for coming out to study in the middle of the night, when you are so tired.. and when you reach, after talking you sleep le.. like no intention to study.. well whatever it is, thanks so so so much!!


ahbird!! for calling when you know that im alone waiting.. so so so sweet :) hehehehe and for listening.. hehehehe like to my "orhbakat" story..


ahna.. hehehehe for tagging me all sorts of encouragement.. yayy!! you think of me :) :) :)


love ahclub!!





and samm!! where are you!! really damn weird w/o you around!!





oh and to my colleagues hahahahaha cos when im sick, they look out for me..


esp xiaokang who delivered my snowskin durian mooncake to my house :) :) :)


and jen and shuping for volunteering to come back to cover my shift..


and all others :)




i just went to play tabletennis with my colleagues.. lolx.. we had no bats.. so jason was smart la, he stick cardboard with tape on a plate.. and we use it as bat. seriously its not bad. lolx lolx.. hahaha me and pohsuan beat jason and madmad.. hahahaha me and xiaokang played table tennis + tennis + badminton + golf.. and maybe even squash. lolx!! funfun :)


gah need need need to study!! i've been slacking too much.. anybody want to study plsplspls ask me out :) much loved!!

 omg im sick sick sick. all i want to do is go home and sleep. 


edit:
it must be the studio. its soooo freezing cold that my flu is attacking me again.


then sth nel said that was very interesting. she say maybe is catch a cold. some people at nighttime, will just catch a cold. and..


might be true!! cos every morning when i wake, i will have this terrible bout but suddenly 2hrs later, fit as a bull..


so she say some people is morning and night.. means catch a cold..


hmm..


STUPID COLD STUDIO. lolx.. when im at my desk, im almost alright..